Whatever event you’re about to experience in life, the «nights before» are at least as important (if not more) than the «mornings after.» 🙂 Hi, I was thinking tonight that we are only 3 weeks away from saying goodbye Doctor Kacem Zoughari (the seminar will take place from November 1st to 3rd at the Raiden Dojo – click here for information). I’m already starting to get «anticipation fever», I can’t wait for the seminar to find out what other amazing things I won’t be able to do. 🙂 I’m joking, in a way! Still thinking about the magic of the three-day seminar, I remembered an interview given by Doctor Kacem Zoughari. Then his words caused a real earthquake in me. Precisely for this reason I filed them away somewhere, so that they wouldn’t echo in my mind, but I chewed them over from time to time trying to make sense of them. At that moment, I felt directly targeted by his words, and it wasn’t a comfortable feeling at all. But time has passed, things have settled inside me, the waters have cleared up and now I can look at them with more detachment.
he said Doctor Kacem Zoughari Like this: «There are those who idolize, those who try to understand rather than do. For the latter, theory is everything, but they will remain forever limited”.
I admit, the above words still put me in a bit of trouble. Obviously the last two words bother me the most. They are extremely powerful. They have the power of condemnation. But at the same time they can awaken you to reality. I have always had this desire, this tendency to understand things, people, situations in their depth. Analyze. And yes, I often miss opportunities because I sit back and overanalyze.
In training I’m like a sponge trying to absorb as much information as possible. Then I try to do what Sensei showed us. Obviously it doesn’t work. But trying the second and third time, I begin to become aware of the way my body moves, of some blocks (that I can’t breathe, that there are tensions in my knees, ankles, etc.). And then, I start to think, to focus on the problems identified in an attempt to find a solution to solve them. It’s very difficult to fine-tune all the parts of yourself, bring them all into play and act in unison. A few times I succeeded. I had that feeling of flow, of a light but well-grounded body moving naturally. So I know what Sensei means when he speaks Flow. The problem is that it worked for me occasionally. There were about three or four lucky accidents that I couldn’t repeat, no matter how much I practiced the respective movements/exercises. It seems that the saying that governs my life is: “once in a lifetime.” I mean, I just did one exercise and felt good inside and out, and then I went back to my established clumsiness.
It’s true that during training I take breaks to think. I’m a little introspective and try to visualize the movement and understand why I can’t get it right. I realize it’s not the happiest way to work, but being clumsy and uncoordinated, I think it’s the only option for me. Perhaps Doctor Kacem Zoughari he’s right when he talks about a «remain eternally limited», eternally caught in doubts, questions and dilemmas. Although I would like to be able to prove that this is not the case. Who knows, maybe I will… in another life. 🙂
The culmination is that there is always this contradiction between mind (who freaks out and doesn’t know what to do and stops me in the middle of the exercise by putting a rotating circle on my forehead that says: «loading information… searching, please wait«) AND corp (which maybe it would be better if you gave it a chance – which I don’t know how to do it yet).
I hate that we don’t value our senses or heartbeats for the simple fact that they exist beyond our conscious effort. Some see better, others hear better. Others need to touch more to understand better… There are moments (rare though) when my brain sincerely hates me. I feel in every part of my body the hostility that comes from inside me.
Another extremely important aspect of practice (in both ninjutsu and kenjutsu) is one that Sensei emphasizes the idea of »being present, here and now». There is a lot of patience, there is a lot of calm, there is a lot of observation, a lot of empathy in this attitude that Sensei talks to us about periodically. It is very difficult to reach this state. Especially for those who don’t know how to live in the present. And if we look around, we notice that more and more people live in the present with syncope. I live it in a combative and revengeful way. Always on the offensive. Offend and offend. I experience it in an opaque way. Locked in their bubble. Self-centered and without empathy.
The theme of the seminar at the beginning of November is flow. I’m curious to know if I will ever be able to feel that inner flow again or if I will be left with the memory of the 3-4 times I felt it…»Be like water! Be fluid!” he keeps repeating Sensei Cristian Laiber in training…
But… what is water really like?!
He is fluid, without form or with any form, he is malleable, he is gentle but he is also tough, he is not vindictive, he is calm, he is patient. The water stirs when there is an external challenge (wind, earthquake, etc.). Sounds simple, right?!
The problem is that water, for humans, is not necessarily a familiar environment. Even if, paradoxically, we are mostly water, as Sensei keeps telling us. But the willingness of this substance to exist in so many ways is foreign to the mind of man. Or at least for mine.
When you get angry and punch a wall, a tree, the ground, you end up with bruises, in pain. If you play with fire you get burned, you hurt yourself. It is much easier to relate to, to understand such elements because there is a physical reaction to contact with them. Only the air ignores you when you try to punch it to calm your nerves.
But water is another story. If you hit the water, it “swallows” you, envelops you, envelops you, “contains” you. Water is an environment of patience, of calm, of infinity. And it is very difficult to understand and assimilate this quality. One more reason to look forward to the seminar conducted by Doctor Kacem Zoughari. By the way, the seminar is open to everyone (no matter if they are advanced or beginners). Don’t miss the chance to see a true master of traditional martial arts at work!
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